YOU HAVEN'T HAD ANY MORE SEIZURES, NOW I'M STARTING TO QUESTION WHETHER THEY WERE SEIZURES AT ALL. KIDS ARE SO STRANGE SOMETIMES, LOL!!
WE'RE ATTEMPTING TO POTTY TRAIN THIS WEEK, WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES. SO FAR YOU'VE PEED ON THE FLOOR AND SPLASHED AND JUMPED IN IT, EXCLAIMING, "MOMMA! I PLAYIN'! I PLAYIN'!" WHILE IT WAS GROSS TO CLEAN A MASSIVE AMOUNT OF PEE UP OFF THE FLOOR, IT WAS REALLY REALLY CUTE TOO :)
YOU HAVE A NEW TOY - A STUFFED PENCIL THAT A COWORKER OF MINE'S LITTLE BOY (MIGUEL) GOT YOU - YOU NAMED IT PATRICK AND YOU SLEEP WITH IT AND BEEBO (YOUR NAME FOR WINNIE THE POOH). I'M TERRIFIED OF YOU GETTING TOO ATTACHED TO PATRICK B/C HE'S JUST A TOY THAT YOU WIN FROM ONE OF THOSE CLAW MACHINES, SO IT'S VERY LOW QUALITY CRAFTSMANSHIP AND MATERIALS - I DON'T ANTICIPATE HIM LASTING TOO LONG - AND I DON'T WANT YOU UPSET WHEN PATRICK BREAKS. I'LL TRY MY BEST TO FIX HIM, BUT SOMETIMES THOSE THINGS JUST CAN'T BE FIXED.
WE HAVEN'T BEEN TO THE ZOO IN A FEW MONTHS. IT'S JUST BEEN WAY TOO BLASTED HOT. I'M HOPING MAYBE IN THE NEXT COUPLE WEEKS WE CAN GO.
I FOUND OUT THE OTHER NIGHT THAT THE ENTIRE UNDERSIDE OF OUR HOUSE IS COVERED IN MOLD AND THAT MAKES ME WORRY THAT THAT WOULD BE WHAT'S CAUSED YOU TO GET SICK AS OFTEN AS YOU SEEM TO - AND IF THOSE WERE SEIZURES, IF THE MOLD COULD BE CONTRIBUTING TO THAT TOO. I'M PRAYING THE INSURANCE COMPANY WILL COVER IT SO WE CAN FIX IT AND GET OUR HOUSE AND OUR LIVES HEALTHY AGAIN.
SPEAKING OF HEALTHY - I'M TRYING TO QUIT SMOKING. AGAIN. IF YOU EVER DO START, I WON'T JUDGE YOU, BUT PLEASE JUST DON'T START. IT'S SUCH A STUPID HABIT. YOU SMELL LIKE DIRTY ASHTRAY, YOU'RE BREATH REEKS, AND YOU CAN'T FREAKING BREATH. IT'S JUST DUMB. AND SOOOOOO HARD TO QUIT. SO HARD. THEY'VE FOUND NOW THAT NICOTINE IS EVEN MORE ADDICTIVE THAN HEROIN - SO JUST DON'T SMOKE, OK? BUT AGAIN, IF YOU DO, I'M NOT GONNA JUDGE YOU OR HOUND YOU ABOUT IT.
YOU STILL END UP IN BED WITH US EVERY NIGHT. I DON'T CARE. I LOVE SNUGGLES. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM! AND SO DOES YOUR DADDY.