I MISS YOU BEING SMALL. I MISS IT SO MUCH. YOUR TINY LITTLE HEAD, YOUR TINY LITTLE YAWNS, YOUR TINY LITTLE EYES OPENING UP FROM YOUR NAPS. THOSE TINY LITTLE CRIES. THOSE TINY LITTLE POOS (COMPARED TO THE WHOPPERS YOU THROW OUT NOW, LOL). DON’T GET ME WRONG. I ADORE YOU AND LOVE YOU AND IT GETS BETTER EVERY SINGLE DAY B/C YOU’RE HERE AND YOU’RE PERFECT… BUT YOU AREN’T TINY ANYMORE. I CAN’T HOLD YOU WHENEVER I WANT TO. YOU SQUIRM B/C YOU WANT DOWN, YOU WANT TO WALK, YOU WANT TO RUN, YOU WANT TO PLAY. YOU AREN’T AS HELPLESS AS YOU WERE WHEN YOU WERE BORN. YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER, AND I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE WITH EVERY PASSING SECOND, AND I LOVE TO SEE YOU GROW, AND I LOVE TO SEE YOU LEARN, AND I LOVE HOW THINGS AMAZE YOU. BUT I’LL ALWAYS MISS THAT SMALL, LITTLE BABY THAT YOU WERE WHEN YOU WERE BORN.

ALSO, WILL YOU PLEASE STOP SAYING, “SHUT UP”? IT’S GETTING REALLY OLD. YOUR DADDY AND I HAVE TRIED IGNORING IT, TELLING YOU NOT TO SAY IT, POPPING YOUR HAND AND TELLING YOU NOT TO SAY IT, PUTTING YOU IN TIME OUT AND TELLING YOU NOT TO SAY IT, I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ELSE TO DO. SO, DO ME A FAVOR – STOP SAYING, “SHUT UP” :)

I LOVE YOU ANGEL BABY.
♥ MOMMA