Tuesday, May 11, 2010

YOU KEEP THROWING UP. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON. THIS IS 4 DAYS IN A ROW NOW. IT’S STARTING TO WORRY ME A LOT. I TRY TO ACT LIKE IT DOESN’T BOTHER ME AND IT’S OK AND YOU’LL BE FINE, BUT REALLY I’M SCARED ABOUT IT.

THE FIRST 3 NIGHTS YOU THREW UP MULTIPLE TIMES AND IT WAS REALLY WATERY/MILKY WITH LITTLE CHUNKS – LIKE WATERED DOWN COTTAGE CHEESE, AND YOU STARTED THE THROWING UP WHILE YOU WERE ASLEEP. LIKE YOU’D BE ALSEEP, YOU’D THROW UP, YOU’D STAY ASLEEP OR THE COLD OF THE AIR AGAINST YOUR WET SKIN WOULD WAKE YOU UP BUT NOT THE ACT OF VOMITING ITSELF – LAST NIGHT WAS DIFFERENT. YOU HADN’T BEEN TO SLEEP YET. WE WERE PLAYING IN THE FLOOR AND YOU GOT A LITTLE REFLUX IN YOUR MOUTH AND THEN STARTED VOMITING. AND IT WAS CHUNKY AND THICK LIKE MASHED POTATOES AND NOODLES AND YOU THREW UP LOTS (OR WHAT SEEMED LIKE LOTS), AND YOU CRIED B/C IT SCARED YOU AND YOU COULDN’T STOP IT. IT WASN’T WATERY.
YOU DIDN’T HAVE A VERY WET DIAPER THIS MORNING.
YOU SHOULD HAVE.
YOU HAD REALLY REALLY WATERY DIARRHEA LAST NIGHT. IT WAS MORE LIKE BROWN WATER THAN POO.
I’M TIRED OF YOU BEING SICK.
ARE YOU GETTING INTO SOMETHING AT DAYCARE YOU SHOULDN’T BE?
ARE YOU GETTING INTO SOMETHING AT HOME (I DON’T SEE HOW B/C WE FOLLOW YOU ALL THE TIME, BUT STRANGER THINGS DO HAPPEN)?
DO YOU HAVE ANOTHER DAMN VIRUS?
DOES IT HURT? YOU DON’T HAVE A FEVER. DAMNIT, LEARN TO TALK AND TELL ME WHAT’S WRONG B/C THIS IS HORRIBLE! YOU WAKE UP CRYING AND THRASHING ABOUT AT NIGHT. I’VE WRITTEN IT OFF AS GAS, BUT IS THAT PART OF WHAT’S WRONG?

OK, I JUST TALKED TO YOUR PEDIATRICIAN’S NURSE – SHE MADE ME FEEL BETTER. SHE SAID THAT SINCE YOU’VE GOT THAT COLD THAT DRAINAGE MIXED WITH ACID REFLUX HURTS, A LOT, AND MAKES YOU NOT WANT TO EAT (WHICH YOU HAVEN’T WANTED TO) AND IT’LL GIVE YOU DIARRHEA – BUT YOU HAVEN’T WANTED TO DRINK MUCH AND YOU NEED TO WITH DIARRHEA, SO I’M GONNA GET SOME GATORADE FOR YOU AND SEE IF YOU’LL DRINK IT – AND TO GIVE YOU MYLANTA TWICE A DAY FOR 2-3 DAYS IN ADDITION TO PREVACID AND IF YOU AREN’T BETTER OR SHOWING IMPROVEMENT BY THURSDAY AFTERNOON TO CALL HER – AND IF YOU HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH WET DIAPERS BY TOMORROW NIGHT TO CALL HER THURSDAY MORNING. YOU HAVE TO DRINK THINGS, BABY. YOU NEED TO PEEPEE.

I JUST WANT YOU HEALTHY. YOU’RE SUCH A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL – BE HEALTHY TOO. GET BETTER. PLEASE.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING
♥ MOMMA

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